parental guidance for almost twenteen??!

how it used to be..

he offered me the sofa to sleep. he noticed my big eyebags! XD
he said i'm very polite.. super! i'm just shy ok? haha
he often calls other people with my name
he asked me if i watched a certain movie (it's actually a chick flick..local haha) and i said that it was not for kids and he teased me asking, "are you still a kid??!"
we're both losers for not joining the camp XD boo!
he asked me to teach him the reg process and it was really fun.. i feel so "brainy" haha because i'm explaining something and he's eager to learn..someone interrupted and they talked for a minute or two then he get back on me and ask questions until he was able to get the process.. but it was still confusing for him
he was sorry (not serious) for being messy at the table.. made me proud of myself because i'm a messy person and there's someone messier than me haha! and he was asking sorry because it's really in mess because before i left it in his care, it was organized and "clean"

and then i realized, he's a great friend! i shouldn't have let these "twerps" get in the way. women tend to be too emotional! way emotional!
i miss my friend. i know it's my fault..and that makes me sad. :(