zero balance

i think i was hurt by my friend. i think i hurt her too.
i didn't see her text messages and i have zero balance so i couldn't reply.

i thought a fuzzy elephant would sense that i wasn't really ok but he didn't and he couldn't.
anyway, God knows it so i'm ok with that..so much ok :)

i just learned that i shouldn't rely on people or maybe i shouldn't wait for people to ask me instead i should tell them when i'm not ok because they care enough to listen..?

i don't know what to learn from this haha

the fuzzy elephant is too "careful" and i'm fuddled. i don't know what's in his fuzzy heart and it feels like there's so many secrets kept from me. oh well, let's leave that :))