i saw him again... finally! haha

yes, i saw him again! he was the guy i was talking about in my first few posts here. he saw me on the mall, he waved his hand and smiled and the me who's "blind" had to squirt my eyes to see who it was and i had to take a few steps nearer to see and yes it was him! i waved and smiled back and it was weird 'cause i didn't or we didn't both know if we should talk for a sec or the wave and smile were just enough. we were hesitant to go nearer to each other so we just waved and smiled and went our separate ways. yeah, i was kilig 'cause it's been a while since we existed in each others life haha.. thank You God :)

love anyway

The most powerful word in the universe is “anyway”. As in, you mess up, but God loves you anyway. You make mistakes, but God believes in you anyway. You are a sinner, and God wants you anyway.

“Anyway” is what makes love, well, love. Because love doesn’t depend on behavior. It doesn’t depend on performance. Love sees you and chooses you. Love makes up its mind to be for you. Love loves you anyway.

-Jed Brewer

do not settle

“You shouldn’t settle for “good enough” in your relationships, God blesses those who wait for what He has in mind. You shouldn’t settle for small dreams, God has big plans for your future. You shouldn’t settle for being a rule follower, instead seek to love God with all your heart, soul, mind, and body. That love will take you beyond reason and sanity, to a place of wild devotion where big plans are set in motion and loving partners await to assist us.”

—	Unka Glen (unkaglen.tumblr.com)

hurting ad trusting

though I am hurting, I will still trust You. I will keep on believing that You love me and that You care for me, that You know what You're doing.
I will keep believing even when it's hard. help me to believe.
thank You Jesus.


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I don't know why I'm hurting..maybe because my pride was hurt.
I know I'm just not ready for a relationship..I'm sure of it. and I don't want to be a burden to my partner, I have to deal with my issues first before I meet him :)