love is everywhere.
people finding their true love, their God-given lifetime partner
one girl sits at the corner wondering when will hers come
will he ever come
is there someone
lovers are everywhere. timeless love stories ring in my ears.
*sigh* when will mine be shared?
:)
poetic..NOT haha
a random hug from an unexpected person
another day! whatta day!
woke up a bit late. thank God He slowed the time and i arrived school earlier than expected when one wakes up late :)
patient assignment. i was assigned to a patient who's immobile. she can't move her extremities especially her legs. it was tiring indeed. i had muscle pains when i got home and i was really busy as a bee during the shift. change this, change that, lift this, lift that..almost had a back pain! to think back, it was tiring but i managed to survive because of God. He strengthens me and during times that i want to "give up" (which i don't know how), God will remind me that He'll sustain me through His words posted on the wall of the patient. The patient would always say thank you and use kind words..she's not grumpy at all despite her pain and condition! and then i realized that it's because she has Christ! to think that she's single when she should have been married. she enjoys life, loves life and loves God so much that it occupies her everything. she's active in missions and all. she GMH :)
then my groupmates try to put everything on me. it's not my responsibility and i just want to burst that time and if possible, just shout or just be an incredible hulk but i have to control these surge of emotions because i represent Christ. and so, i just texted my Christian friends and i just love my friend's reply haha
after duty
i went to school to accompany my other lovely friend. she was so angry at what my groupmates did to me. i just love her! such a blessing. then my past struggle and he was like, "hey it's you!" and he patted my shoulder so hard that it really hurt and i was like, "don't touch me!" and he was trying to touch me and then everything's fast and i just realized he was already hugging me real tight! argh! then my other classmate before hugged me too and i was between then, flattened. i texted again my lovely christian friends that i hate it! and my beautiful partner replied that she thinks that God wants to show me that despite my insensitive groupmates there are people who can sense me. really thank God for her and how she views it. then i realized that my past struggle somehow is a blessing. he's not really all that bad because he helped me when we're classmates.
and i really need a hug from a friend this day. i didn't see him as that but now i do. :)
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"i think God shows you that despite insensitive people, there are people who can sense you."
my accountability partner’s innocence changed my cynical perspective on people.
God’s been sending people to change this negative perspective on people. last week, He sent the tricycle driver to show me that people are not all bad, that i just have to see and believe the good in every people. today, God used my accountability partner to see the positive in a situation, to see God’s love in the most unusual person, to see beyond the person’s motive (i don’t know, ok?) and just see God showing me that He cares and people care.
God bless :)
be-you-tiful :)
oh yes! yesterday, i went shopping with my friends. i just accompanied them. they were buying beauty stuffs and i thought their face was all natural! they're putting blush on and lip gloss and i thought they weren't. it's expensive to be beautiful. i mean, it needs effort.. yes you read it right, EFFORT! and then God told me that women reflect His beauty and that i must learn to FIX myself, look beautiful, feel beautiful, and just be beautiful! appreciate myself more, pamper myself and just love myself just as Jesus loves me :) delight in myself just as my Maker delights in me :)
ok.. this is one hard thing for me! i'm not all pretty and people often call me "ugly"
I will be beautiful for You, Jesus! :)
hey! join me in this journey to be beautiful for our one and only God :)