eeeeh! yay! we're FB friends :)))
*sigh* him or not, i will wait on the Lord :) wait PATIENTLY!
tickled pink :)
blissful
he gave me a plate
and a chair to sit without uttering a word
he helped me cut the big paper by holding the other end without saying a word
he's asking me about me (10/10!)
he is a complete gentleman (well, 'cause i'm infatuated that's why i said that hahaha)
-to be continued (let's see haha)
as gentle as breeze and leaves without a trace
There's this bear.. not a fuzzy one but a gentle bear.
He makes my heart pump a bit faster
But it's probably a no
God doesn't look at outer appearance
But I protest, "he's got a good heart, i must say"
Yes I bargain and bargain
I guess i just like him
For now
kkkk ('cause i can't think of a better title)
gah! I'm liking a kpop group again! hahaha before was a jpop group..that was when i started learning japanese but stopped just because i'm not a jpop fan anymore :))
and now, should i buy "how to speak korean" book?? the DVDs selling in stores don't have english subtitles and the DVDrips in the internet don't have eng subs too!
God knows this coming obsession and He planned a way out for me.. guess what.. the jpop group aint holding a concert here in my country when then held it twice years before! boohoo! :))
just a random thought broadcasting :))
when you said those words, i know it's meant to be broken. And you didn't disappoint me; you're nowhere now. kthanksbye :)
on closures and leaving
I am a sucker for "they lived happily ever after" endings. I can't get over sad endings, those that someone leaves instead of lives. Both sound almost(?) the same but have completely different meaning.
I've been avoiding closure, not because I don't want relationships to end but because I rather want to believe nothing has ever started. I'm not histrionic whose world ends when someone leaves; on the contrary, I let people leave any time they want without actually holding them back, and sometimes I unconsciously push them away knowing it will just lead to another ending. For me, it hurts much more that something didn't last rather than it didn't exist at all. Leaving, either you're the one who left or is left behind, would always mark a scar. But even when I try to convince myself that nothing needs closure, I think it's necessary now. I'm dragged by it.
A closure would do; I am not expecting and wanting a new start.
she misses me :')
My former tutee texted me saying it's my "twin sister's birthday" (another tutor whom they say is my twin haha)
I replied and asked how she (my tutee) is and she replied with "I am kk lang. I miss you so much. tom is my math test last test!!!!" it's been 3 months since i last saw them and i thought they forgot me.. makes me want to cry *but tears just won't fall haha*
i feel loved :)
mangga masarap!
Since I am not in any way romantically involved with a creation that holds beauty as mine, I'll talk about food for now 'cause I am a glutton-risk-wannabe-food-critic who loves to eat (not just taste) anything new to her taste buds.
Last week after receiving our much-awaited allowance, I went with two lovely ladies to dine at Cafe Breton. How we decided on the place is a long story and definitely deserving of another post. We ordered burger, tuna sandwich, liegeois (caramel for me, vanilla for ate noime and regular for katH (emphasis on H) and La Pinay crepe ('cause we're proud pinays). We shared all. Now I will not talk about all those here..just the La Pinay. La Pinay is a mangoes-with-chocolate-syrup-with-vanilla-ice-cream-on-top sort of crepe... and it tastes delicioso!
here's a picture i borrowed from the internet ('cause ate is still not uploading our pics!)
While eating that sumptuous crepe, we were like "this is so rich" "it is perfectly combined" "this is just delicious" "you could taste the saltiness and sweetness perfectly blended". yes, we tried to sound critics but failed haha
Yesterday I went on a dinner date with my accountability partner and we went to Teriyaki Boy. I was still not hungry but she was so she ordered a heavy meal and I ordered Yogato frozen yogurt. (I am right now, at this instance, craving for dessert!). I didn't order the usual..I made my very own yogato :)) it's a plain yogurt with cubed mangoes, meringue, and caramel sauce :) i didn't take a picture of it but it looked like this:
Replace cashew nuts with meringue and that's what I ate yesterday :)
sulit ang 78pesos for a regular plain yogurt :)
Having said those.. I came up with a conclusion... mango is a perfect combination with dessert of all sort :)
I wanna try macaroon! :))
RUN!
i am a person who works best when the environment is good. i shut down when things are chaotic.
my friend told me yesterday that what if my GB is no like me..i'll surely have a hard time being with him. And thinking about it right now makes me want to RUN hahaha
i know God is full of surprises and it feels like my GB would be the total opposite of me!
new found
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
-What Hurts the Most, Rascal Flatts
Now I think I'm a fan of Rascal Flatts :)) thank you dude for introducing them to me.
let's go! :)
i wanna go on an adventure, bringing with me a knapsack with few books, paper, pen, laptop, and money :) and oh clothes too :)
i really wanna go somewhere new :D i love to travel! but i don't have a traveler's money :))
Midnight poem
I want to write a poem
That would describe a foam
Or a cat that roamed
on a city without a home
This doesn't make sense
Because I want you to not feel tense
For me to paste letters together
Would mean opening a book made of leather
The bird's nest is on the rooftop
I don"t know why mom called a cop
Maybe for me to stop
Writing the poem that looks like a flop
But I won't come to a halt
Even if I have to start growing malt
Or crash a wedding to catch a dove
For you to see my love
LOVE spells A-C-T-I-V-E
It's the love month and February 14 is fast approaching (what's with the day, anyway? what's the fussing all about? haha) and my devo is very timely :)
Luke 6:9-11 "Then Jesus said to them, "I ask you which is lawful on Sabbath: to do good or to do evil, to save life or to destroy it?" He looked around at them all, and then said to the man, "Stretch out your hand." He did so and his hand was completely restored. But they were furious and began to discuss with one another what they might do to Jesus."
Here's Jesus in synagogue on a Sabbath with all Pharisees' and teachers of the law's eyes pinned on him and here's a man with a shriveled hand. Everyone's waiting for Jesus' action for them to accuse him. During those days, Sabbath equals rest equals no work! Jesus asked them which is lawful on such day: do good or evil, save life or destroy it. He didn't ask: do good, or evil, or nothing. It's doing good or evil. When you don't do good, you do evil; there's no in-between. So when we do nothing when we see a need, we're doing evil. That's just it. There's only two teams, no third party in this life. Doing nothing doesn't amount to doing good or something close to it.
Luke 6:27-28 "But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you."
Luke 6: 31 "Do to others as you would have them do to you."
Love is spelled A-C-T-I-V-E. Jesus is telling those who hear him to love their enemies. It is not a suggestion; it is a command. There's no "if you can, love you enemies". When Jesus said those words, He knows we can. He's given us the love we need to extend even to our enemies; He's equipped us with His love that overflows. Loving is not doing nothing; it takes action. It is not passive.
It is being sensitive to the needs, attending to the needs, and giving more than what is asked. Love lets you be disturbed, lets your well-planned day be interrupted for someone, lets you give what you have, lets you forgive those who hurt you and do good to them in return. It is going the extra mile. Love does that. Love fuels a person to keep going, to keep serving, to keep loving even when it seems impossible. And love doesn't count what it does as burden or obligation; it does willingly and joyfully; it satisfies, fulfills a person.
I tell you, loving is not in any way easy. It is as impossible and hard as a caterpillar climbing the Mt. Everest. Where do we get such unlimited love to share to others? It is through Jesus. He loved us first, now we can love others.Jesus is the source of love for He is love himself. He showed us the greatest form of love when He laid down His life for us.
Love should be there every moment,not just on Valentines’, on special occasions, or on the hospital bed. Love must be as active as we breathe, as our heart pumps, as our blood flows. Love must be alive because our God lives.
And i think it makes sense now to me why we call this “<3” a heart and writes i <3 you which equals i love you.. Because as your heart pumps unceasingly throughout your life, your love should also be as active as that.